blog pertama setelah duduk di bangku SMA..

hihi gue lupa ngeblog menceritakan betapa hebohnya gue pas hari pertama gue masuk pake abu2.. oh Tuham sungguh..semua anak baru tu ky mata nya langsung ngeliat gue..betapa gue panik nya dan heboh bingung ga karuan mau masuk X-B.. agak malu sih (sangat malah) tapi ya gimana..namanya juga bingung beneran..liburan sampe 3 bulan, tampang nya sekolahan aja gue uda mau lupa kali..haha tapi yasudalah, itu uda lewat uda ga HOT lagi kalo gue ceritain sekarang.. intinya kyany hampir semua anak baru melihat tampang gue pas hari pertama karena gue paling heboh nampaknya.. oia, gue sekelas sama Achel, Nike, Bella, Mamay, Siska, Lisa..tapi gue ga sekelas sama Angie Cholle Angel Yeye..sedih banget ga cobaa -.-" tapi yasudalah.. nah ngomong2 soal SMA, gue udah 1 minggu nih masuk jadi ya lumayan gue uda mulai tau anak2 baru + muka2nya..ada Liz, Irena, Jesslyn, Angel, Vivi, Indra, Gorys dll..lupa deh siapa lagi..hahaha (wuih keren gue inget segitu)..

oke cukup soal SMA, sekarang gue pengen menceritakan tentang............
gatau tentang apa..hihi sebenernya x ini gue bingung kenapa gue pengen nulis blog, rasanya pengen ngetik2 yg panjangggg gitu tapi gue gatau mau nulis apa..sungguh tidak berbobot (abaikan blog ini kalo merasa ga jelas)..

oia setelah sekian lamaa (....aku menunggu untuk kedatanganmu...) akhirnya gue nntn Twilight lagi di Star Movies..abis itu gue merasa dag dig dug pas ngeliat mukanya si Edward Cullen :) ihiyy nah ntah knp setelah gue nntn itu film sampe abis.. gue jadi ngerasa aneh.. ky seolah gue jadi pengen menuntut bunny buat punya kepribadian kya Edward.. gue tau itu sangat amat banget ga mungkin, tapi rasa nya gue pengen banget ngerasain punya cowo yang bener2 sayang banget sama gue sebesar sayang Edward k Bella..itu kyanya pas di Bella nya kaki nya sakit gara2 James itu si Edward nya muka nya ky menderita merasa bersalah gimana gitu.. uda gitu ky mau berkorban apa aja demi si Bella tersayang tercinta itu (aduhh mulai deh gue..) gue jadi pengen ngerasain kaya gitu.. tapi gue tau gue egois kalo gue maksa dy buat ngerubah kepribadiannya yg kayanya 100% bertolak blakang sama kepribadiannya Edward.. tapi jujur sumpah gue pengen banget sekali2 ngerasain rasanya disayang sampe sebegitu besar.. sehari aja deh gue pengen merasakan, gapapa kalo mesti ada James2 yg lain..gpp deh gue cuma pengen aja sekali ngerasain di sayang yg bener2 gitu.. gue ga seharusnya ngebandingin cerita fantasi sama kenyataan karena mreka ga bener2 ada.. tapi gue pengen..aduhh ntah kenapa mungking bunny terlalu cuek sama gue..tapi kan gue ga bisa menuntut apa2.. huft tau lah.. nyerah aja gue and keep hoping that maybe someday I will find someone like Edward.. the one that will hold his breath when I get near him (aw aw aw..hahaha)

yasudalah, gara2 nginget2 gini lagi sekarang perasaan gue campur aduk.. dah gue merasa agak kurang "sehat" sekarang..hahaha oke cukup deh ngoceh nya..mulai pegel jempol gue (ntar kseleo lagi gara2 kbnykan ngetik).. hahaha maap ye ga penting, abis nya ga tau juga mau nulis apa :)

" I am BAAAACk "

"I am BAAAACk" that exactly what did Jeff said to me.. :)
yes, he's back..back to Indonesia..
I've been waiting for him like a year ago..

I still sleepy, so I decided to go sleep again..
but then my phone rings, notify me that there's someone chat me on msn..
I checked my msn, and guess who chat me??
it's JEFF!!
I am totally surprised, I jumped from my bed..
then I online my msn on my computer..
I chat with him, talked about movies, etc..
he's on Sudirman right now and he'll be in BSD next week..

but after he offline his msn, I felt nothing..
like I've been waiting for almost a year and when he's back, I feel nothing?????
I'm not as enthusiastic as my friends..
what the hell is happening to me?? -.-"

changes..

I feel something has changed..
I feel like he doesn't even care about me anymore..
I feel like he won't listen to any of my problems, even my daily "rare-experiences" (if I can say it experiences)
It seems like everything I did were wrong for him..
And every words that comes out from his mouth were hurting me slowly..

And that makes me wonders "is he still love me..? like I love him?"
I tried to ask him and well.....
He got mad at me..
I'm wondering if he found the new one..

Until now, I'm just still hoping that it won't happen and I hope someday my boy will be back as my boy that I knew :)

trip to Bandung with the "grandma"

kmrn hari Jumat tanggal 11 gue pergi ke Bandung sama oma gue + temen2 selingkungannya..
bilang nya minta di temenin, n KATANYA ada anak muda nya..

ternyata.....

isinya nenek2 semua..okehh gue uda mulai BT gitu pas liat isi nya nenek2 semua..
tpi oke lah, yg pnting cuci mata nya :P
duduk lah gue d bus, berhubung badan gue kecil n gue paling muda, otomatis gue paling gesit..
jadi gue ambil tempat duduk enak deh..uda nyante gue sama si oma gue..
pas bus uda jalan beberapa meter, ada oma2 yg mengkoordinir semua..
ok gue agak kaget..nenek2 uda tua bgtu kok masi jadi koordinator..jadinya bakal gimana??
tapi gue gamau deh meremehkan nenek2..kadang mreka malah lebih "kuat" dari kita2..
setelah jalan, absen dll..si nenek mau duduk..tapi gatau gimana caranya, tempat duduk nya dia d dudukin nenek lain..
dy nyindir blg "aku ga dapet tempat duduk..tadi aku duduk disini tapi di dudukin dia"..
sekarang pake logika deh..kalo misalny ibu2 yg belom se tua itu, masa iya sih masalah gitu aja d ributin??
yg ngedudukin tempatnya kesindir..BT lah dy..trs pindah sambil ngoceh "kalo aku tau juga aku ga duduk disitu..orang di belakang masi bnyk"
oke gue uda ngerasa males deh..masa awal belom jalan uda berantem??swt -.-"
gue makin ga yakin si nenek koordinator ini bisa ngatur..

selama perjalanan ke Bandung gue tidur..tapi masi denger dikit2 kejadian d bus..
salah satu nya adalah, si nenek bernyanyi..
oke itu ekstrim..suarany yg uda geter2 gitu haha *menghina guee*
trs nnyi2 lagu mandarin mreka..gue stres akhirny dengerin lagu dr ipod punya om gue *sangat ga modal*
sampe di Bandung langsung ke taman kupu2..disana cuma beliin oleh2..karena tempatnya ga gitu asik..sepi banget pulaa..

abis itu pergi ke mana mana mana manaaa..gue lupa tempat2nya..
pas di tempat beli roti2 dll *lupa namanya* harusnya semua d bagiin bakpao..
karena udah pesen semua..
eh bener kan kata gue..si nenek koordinator ini lupa kalo ada orang yang pesen bakpao ke dy..

yg pesen : bakpao ku kok ga ada..km uda pesenin kan tadi?
nenek : pesen apa?kamu ga bilang apa2 sama aku..
yg pesen : oo yauda deh gpp *uda biasa katanya* tapi duit nya balik dong..
nenek : duit apa?kamu ga kasi aku duit..aku ga trima duit apa2 dari kamu..
yg pesen : tadii..aku udah bayar barengan sama bayar bus
nenek : kalo aku terima uang, pasti aku langsung kasih ke Yenny (koordinator yg lebih becus), karena Yenny yg pegang duit..
yg pesen : orang udah..tadi yang lain juga pada liat...

mulai deh berdebat..sampe akhirnya semua ngelupain begitu aja..
gue sih mikirnya ini bneran lupa ato belaga pikun biar bisa nilep duit??ckckck
abis itu jalan2 jalan2..sampe jam 6, gue udah riep2 mata ngantuk cape..
perjalanan pulang gue cuma bisa tidur 1 jam kuranglebih..
bangun2..kok macet..bener2 macet ga gerak..mati lah gue >.<
sampe akhirnya gue berubah2 posisi duduk sampe posisi yg terburuk yaitu berdiri di kursi..
sampe se bus ngeliatin..tpi bodo lah..namany juga pegel..hahaha
gue sampe rumah oma jam 10 setengah 11..lupa deh..
pkkny malem..n pas turun dr bus rasa ny perut kram..ga kuat duduk lama bngt gt..huft..
sampe rumah rencana nya pengen nntn bola..tapi mata uda ga kuat..
jadi gue ketiduran jam 12an..hahaha :D

My beloved teacher..

hmm.. its so long time ago since the last time i write a blog..LOL

i had a teacher and he's one of the best teacher that i had ever met..
he thought me many things, such as :
- phonetic symbols
- pronounce the right way
- advice about her love life
- many silent words
- and many more things that couldn't be written here..

I knew him since january..
it's just a few month but still..
he means a lot for me and my classmate..Claudia Belda Kevin and Hasna
he know a lot of our hobbies..
and we were getting closer each day..
he know teacher that we hate..
but now this 28th august he will be leaving..
and i miss him already.. huhu

here is the things that could reminds me of him :
- let's live for today song..
- everywhere song..
- fried bananas
- martabak
- aggressive monkey in Bali
- phonetic symbols
- "love is only teenager hormons
- nifty, unequivocally, vex
- zamenholf's beard
- House
- "there is no prince charming"
- abbot and costello (i will mention the conversation later)
- transformers sucks but Megan Fox is HOT
- proper asshole!
- his coffee
- backpack
- random belt
- hilarious pencil case
- HIS BREATH TAKING BEARD
- "u can't be a doctor without a patience"
- "sweet sweet Tessa, please be the sweet Tessa i know"
- "soon he's gonna change that bike into a Harley"
- "did Jeffrey like a maybe girl?"
- "remember you and Claudia represent the loudest ones in class"
- "the reason why your class is so great to teach is the chemistry you girls have together"
- "disce quasi semper victurus vive quasi cras moriturus"
- he call me 'Cornelia'
- rolling eyes
- shake hands
- he write a simple letter to my mom, so i can continue EF
- he hates teach school
- he loves traveling

and many more.. there are tons of lists to make, if me and my classmate were talking about him..
he's so perfect for us..we make a video together..we took many pictures..
i was wondering what will happend with my english without him >.< anyway here is the dialog of "Abbott and Costello"..

Who's On First?

Abbott: Well Costello, I’m going to New York with you. You know, Bucky Harris, the Yank’s manager gave me a job as coach for as long as you’re on the team.

Costello: Look Abbott, if you’re the coach, you must know all the players.

Abbott: Right, certainly do.

Costello: Well, I never met the guys, so you’ll have to tell me their names, and then I’ll know who’s playing on the team.

Abbott: Oh, I’ll tell you their names, but you know strange as it may seem, they give these ball players now a days, very peculiar names.

Costello: You mean funny names?

Abbott: Strange names, pet names. Like, Dizzy Dean, and…

Costello: His brother Daffy?

Abbott: Daffy Dean.

Costello: And their French cousin.

Abbott: French?

Costello: Goofe’.

Abbott: Goofe’ Dean, oh I see! Well let’s see, we have on the bags, we have Who’s on first, What’s on second, and I Don’t Know is on third.

Costello: That’s what I want to find out.

Abbott: I say, Who’s on first, What’s on second, and I Don’t Know’s on third.

Costello: Are you the manager?

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: You going to be the coach too?

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: And you don’t know the fellow’s names?

Abbott: Well I should.

Costello: Well then who is on first?

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: I mean the fellow’s name.

Abbott: Who.

Costello: The guy on first.

Abbott: Who.

Costello: The first baseman.

Abbott: Who!

Costello: The guy playing first base.

Abbott: Who is on first.

Costello: I’m asking you who’s on first!

Abbott: That’s the man’s name.

Costello: That’s whose name?

Abbott: Yeah.

Costello: Well go ahead and tell me.

Abbott: That’s it.

Costello: That’s who?

Abbott: Yeah.

(Pause)

Costello: Look, you got a first baseman?

Abbott: Certainly.

Costello: Who’s playing first?

Abbott: That’s right.

Costello: When you pay off the first baseman every month, who gets the money?

Abbott: Every dollar of it.

Costello: All I’m trying to find out is the fellow’s name on first base.

Abbott: Who.

Costello: The guy that gets the money.

Abbott: That’s it.

Costello: Who gets the money on first base?

Abbott: He does, every dollar! Sometimes his wife comes down and collects it.

Costello: Whose wife?

Abbott: Yes. (Pause) What’s wrong with that?

Costello: Look, all I want to know is when you sign up the first baseman, how does he sign his name to the contract?

Abbott: Who.

Costello: The guy.

Abbott: Who.

Costello: How does he sign it?

Abbott: That’s how he signs it!

Costello: Who?

Abbott: Yes.

(Pause)

Costello: All I’m trying to find out is what’s the guy’s name on first base.

Abbott: No, what’s on second base.

Costello: I’m not asking who’s on second.

Abbott: Who is on first!

Costello: One base at a time!

Abbott: Well don’t change the players around!

Costello: I’m not changing nobody!

Abbott: Take it easy, buddy.

Costello: All I’m asking you, who’s the guy on first base?!

Abbott: That’s right.

Costello: Okay.

Abbott: Alright.

(Pause)

Costello: What’s the guy’s name on first base?!

Abbott: No, What is on second!

Costello: I’m not asking you who’s on second!

Abbott: Who’s on first.

Costello: I don’t know.

Abbott: Oh, he’s on third. We’re not talking about him. Now let’s get back to first.

Costello: Now how did I get on third base?

Abbott: Well you mentioned his name.

Costello: If I mentioned the third baseman’s name, who did I say’s playing third?

Abbott: No, Who’s playing first.

Costello: What’s on first?

Abbott: What’s on second.

Costello: I don’t know.

Abbott: He’s on third.

Costello: There I go, back on third again! Will you stay on third base and don’t go off it?

Abbott: Alright, what do you want to know?

Costello: Now who’s playing third base?!

Abbott: Why do you insist on putting Who on third base?

Costello: What am I putting on third?!

Abbott: No, What is on second.

Costello: You don’t want who on second?!

Abbott: No, Who is on first.

Costello: I don’t know!

Both: Third base!

(Pause)

Costello: Look, you got outfield?

Abbott: Sure.

Costello: The left fielder’s name?

Abbott: Why.

Costello: I just thought I’d ask you.

Abbott: Well I just thought I’d tell you.

Costello: Then tell me who is playing left field.

Abbott: Who is playing first.

Costello: I’m not…Stay out of the infield! I want to know, what’s the guy’s name in left field?

Abbott: No, What is on second.

Costello: I’m not asking who’s on second.

Abbott: No, Who is on first.

Costello: I don’t know.

Both: Third base!

(Pause)

Costello: And left fielder’s name?

Abbott: Why!

Costello: Because.

Abbott: No, he’s center field.

Costello: (Fumbles words loudly)

Abbott: Well that’s the fellow’s name.

Costello: Look, look, look, you got a pitcher?

Abbott: Sure.

Costello: The pitcher’s name?

Abbott: Tomorrow.

Costello: You don’t want to tell me today?

Abbott: I’m telling you then.

Costello: Well go ahead.

Abbott: Tomorrow.

Costello: What time?

Abbott: What time what?

Costello: At what time tomorrow are you going to tell me who’s pitching?

Abbott: Now listen, Who is not pitching. Who is on…

Costello: I’ll break your arm you say who’s on first! I want to know, what’s the pitcher’s name?

Abbott: What’s on second!

Costello: I don’t know!

Both: Third base!

(Pause)

Costello: Got a catcher?

Abbott: Certainly.

Costello: The catcher’s name.

Abbott: Today.

Costello: Today? And tomorrow’s pitching?

Abbott: Now you’ve got it.

Costello: All we got is a couple of days on the team. You know, I’m a catcher too.

Abbott: So they tell me.

Costello: I get behind the plate, do some fancy catching. Tomorrow’s pitching on my team and a heavy hitter gets up.

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: Now, the heavy hitter bunts the ball. When he bunts the ball, me being a good catcher, I want to throw the guy out at first base. So I pick up the ball, and throw it to who?

Abbott: Now that’s the first thing that you’ve said right.

Costello: I don’t even know what I’m talking about!

Abbott: Well that’s all you have to do!

Costello: Is throw the ball to first base?

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: Now who’s got it?

Abbott: Naturally.

(Pause)

Costello: Look, if I throw the ball to first base, somebody’s got to get it. Now who has it?

Abbott: Naturally.

Costello: Who?

Abbott: Naturally.

Costello: Naturally?

Abbott: Naturally.

Costello: So I pick up the ball and throw it to Naturally?

Abbott: No you don’t! You throw the ball to Who!

Costello: Naturally.

Abbott: That’s different.

Costello: That’s what I said.

Abbott: You’re not saying that.

Costello: I throw the ball to Naturally?

Abbott: You throw it to Who.

Costello: Naturally.

Abbott: That’s it.

Costello: That’s what I said!

Abbott: Listen, you ask me.

Costello: I throw the ball to who?

Abbott: Naturally.

Costello: Now you ask me.

Abbott: You throw the ball to Who?

Costello: Naturally.

Abbott: That’s it.

Costello: Same as you!

Abbott: You just changed them around.

Costello: Same as you! I throw the ball to who. Whoever it is drops the ball, the guy runs to second, who picks up the ball, throw’s it to what, what throw’s it to I don’t know, I don’t know throw’s it back to tomorrow, triple play!

Abbott: Yes.

Costello: Another guy gets up, and it’s a long fly ball to because. Why? I don’t know, he’s on third, and I don’t give a darn!

Abbott: Oh…What?

Costello: I said, I don’t give a darn!

Abbott: Oh, that’s our short stop.

Costello: (Fumbles words loudly)

we love you Jeff :)