Thursday, January 10, 2013

Painful Love

I love you
you know that, exactly
it hurts when you're with her, indeed
it hurts when you start to talk about her
it hurts when you start to "compare"
it hurts when you're seems so proud of her
it hurts when i see you text her
it hurts when i see your display picture with her
it hurts when you put her name on your status
it hurts when i know you spend your time and your family's holiday with her
it hurts when i realize that you both were super close
it hurts when i see your eyes while saying her name

i don't know,
but it hurts me more when you start to ignore me...
it hurts me the worst

you might don't understand how it feels
you never felt this kind of pain, huh?
you never really understood how i feel about you
you never really cared for me
you never really thought that i existed

i'm nothing to you, right?
just a girl, hip hop dancer that dances with you
just a little girl that know nothing about love
just a little girl that can't truly accept the truth

that you love her so much
yeah i think i don't really understand what love is

since i feel that this love is this painful,
when i used to think love supposed to be something beautiful

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Known exactly to whom

Tessa said...

woow? haha